Riot Dog

I read all my old journals again today, and now i feel strange, and disconnected. its hard to imagine i was such a brat, and so cruel, and so depressed. i can still be pretty mean and passive aggressive but not anywhere on the level that i was. i hope i never have to be that miserable again.

My therapist wasn’t there when i went to my last appointment. and hasn’t answered any of my emails. i hope shes ok..

i’m lonely